Expedition ... Continues

I thought I can count the cracks on my heart.... oh... but Maybe Not!!!


H says:
i still dont know what was wrong with me yesterday
Me says:
you're okay today?
H says:
i wasnt even in a bad mood, i was jes pissed..
H says:
yea..
H says:
im good..
Me says:
hmmmmm thats nice!
Me says:
anyways... that happens sometimes...
Me says:
and most of the times... you're unable to figure out the real cause
H says:
yeah, or u never wanna figure it out
Me says:
hehehehe... a sadistic person would do that...
Me says:
but yeah... sometimes you dont want to accept the cause you know... that seems to be too small for so much depression...
H says:
Or, maybe sometimes.. the cause is big enough.. as to have no solutions.. u know nothing is impossible.. cept for certain inevitable things that have to happen..
H says:
and then u realise.. how small life is.. and how small u r.. and everything around u is so transient..
H says:
and u finally submit that u cannot change them.. so y not make the best of it..
H says:
its not like the pain is gone.. but u just pretend its not there
H says:
and u try to smile.. in the very little space u have left ..
Me says:
hmmmmmm...
Me says:
that is one optimistic approach...
Me says:
life gets easier... anyway
H says:
well depends..
H says:
but what ever it turns out to be
Me says:
maybe... its not what Allah wants for you..
Me says:
but something Better
H says:
it is this time in our life.. that is going to decide. .what becomes of us..
Me says:
if a door get closed on you... thousand others get opened too... and everything happen for a reason, a Good reason from Allah.
H says:
ofcourse..
H says:
thats true
H says:
u do live as long as ur destined too..
H says:
so every one will survive.. eventually..
Me says:
yes!!
Me says:
and that is why Allah has given us a bad memory
Me says:
hehehe
H says:
i know.. life goes on
Me says:
its so easy and cruel of a human being to say it... but thats true

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