On the Mountains so high... One stood so tall, She Touched the Sky, The stars began to Fall!!!

Zargrifth - The Book

Jan - 16 - 2012

Hope Prevails ...

Reaching..

... a point of agreement

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"OUCH"... the moment I saw a finger coming towards my eyes... I screamed. "Aaaaaaaa!!! Ah...."
"Ya Allah... you're not even letting me touch it... dont close your eyes!!" sis started to get angry.
"I am NOT closing my eyes... it hurts..." I was already fed up. I tried to get it out by myself.... and after trying for more than 10 mins, I passed this duty to my Sis. She too tried for 5 mins. My eyes were all red, and were hurting so much... not because of them, but because of US. I gave up... when I could stand no more of the burning. And I had to sleep with that thing in my Eye.... can you BELIEVE???

Contact Lenses!!! YUCK... that was just the 3rd time I wore them... and all the three times... they were to put in my eyes forcefully.. once by my Mami, then next two times by my Sis. And all the three times, I was not able to open my eyes for 5 mins. Whosoever invented those must be a really cruel person! [Astaghfurullah]

I don't find any use of them, they just always irritate.. my eyes keeps on rolling.... vision getting blur every moment and still all my family members keeps on forcing me to wear them. I never bought them, I never put them on, lol.. I still dont know how to... so how would I know how to put them off!!! Duh.

Not any More.... this thing ain't for me... though it was ME who got it out at last... after a pathetic clash of 5 mins with my eyes. I won. Eyes were dead... red with blood. I was able to see after sooooo many long seconds. hehehe.. [Alhumdulillah]

Hmmmm I should go get my Glasses now...

*Puts on her glasses**

"Btw, theres One good thing bout Contact Lenses.... err... they make the vision clearer!!" :D
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I thought I can count the cracks on my heart.... oh... but Maybe Not!!!


H says:
i still dont know what was wrong with me yesterday
Me says:
you're okay today?
H says:
i wasnt even in a bad mood, i was jes pissed..
H says:
yea..
H says:
im good..
Me says:
hmmmmm thats nice!
Me says:
anyways... that happens sometimes...
Me says:
and most of the times... you're unable to figure out the real cause
H says:
yeah, or u never wanna figure it out
Me says:
hehehehe... a sadistic person would do that...
Me says:
but yeah... sometimes you dont want to accept the cause you know... that seems to be too small for so much depression...
H says:
Or, maybe sometimes.. the cause is big enough.. as to have no solutions.. u know nothing is impossible.. cept for certain inevitable things that have to happen..
H says:
and then u realise.. how small life is.. and how small u r.. and everything around u is so transient..
H says:
and u finally submit that u cannot change them.. so y not make the best of it..
H says:
its not like the pain is gone.. but u just pretend its not there
H says:
and u try to smile.. in the very little space u have left ..
Me says:
hmmmmmm...
Me says:
that is one optimistic approach...
Me says:
life gets easier... anyway
H says:
well depends..
H says:
but what ever it turns out to be
Me says:
maybe... its not what Allah wants for you..
Me says:
but something Better
H says:
it is this time in our life.. that is going to decide. .what becomes of us..
Me says:
if a door get closed on you... thousand others get opened too... and everything happen for a reason, a Good reason from Allah.
H says:
ofcourse..
H says:
thats true
H says:
u do live as long as ur destined too..
H says:
so every one will survive.. eventually..
Me says:
yes!!
Me says:
and that is why Allah has given us a bad memory
Me says:
hehehe
H says:
i know.. life goes on
Me says:
its so easy and cruel of a human being to say it... but thats true

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Khwab Aankhon main utaro tou sahi,
Dil kay halaat Sanwaro tou Sahi...
Iss qadar duur nahi hai woh bhi,
Tum dil o jaan say pukaro tou sahi!
Meri veerani pey hansnay walon,
Zindagi mujh si guzaro tou sahi..!
Dil ki kashti ko kabhi shaam dhalay
gham kay darya main utaro tou sahi!
Baad ki batain hain baqi saari,
Dard ko Dard say maro tou sahi!
Jeet say barh kay maza hai iss main,
Tum Kabhi Jeet Kay Haro Tou Sahi!!!
[By: Farhat Abbas Shah]
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